Too old for this…


Fuck, I’m too old for this,       

I Can’t believe that we kissed,

How did I get into this mess?

Am I drunk or am I just stupid, 

I got a wife at home,

Who’s been on her phone,

Texting another man,

And its got me feeling alone,

So I’m here with you,

Could this be true?

Did this just happened?

Did we do what we do?

Is this the end or is it a start?

I can’t hear my heart,

I’m looking for a band aid,

While I’m falling apart,

P.s. How was your day?

Doesn’t it come with cheese?

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Ok I’m just venting, lol. All I wanted was a cheeseburger.

Yesterday I went into a burger joint and ordered my western bacon cheeseburger.  I thought to myself,  pretty simple order…..obviously not. Lol.

The cashier asked me “you want cheese on it?” My reply: ” doesn’t come with cheese” as I pointed to the picture.  He answers ” yes, But I still have to ask.” That’s fair, so I gave him a pass.

When they brought my order…guess what was missing…yes my correct burger. They gave me some other type of assembly, missing the western bacon cheeseburger part….

WTF lol.

P.s. How was your day?

Today was a rough one

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Today I dreamt,
Haven’t done that in years,
It was so realistic,
It brought me to tears,
I saw your smile,
And you was truly happy,
You was there for me,
Cuz you really loved me,
But then I awoke,
Alone in a empty room,
No one with me,
Just the vodka I consumed,
You had really left,
And took my happiness with u,
One day, someday,
Just know I still miss u,

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A better ME

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I love that you love,
Loitering with me,
How you laugh at my jokes,
Even tho they aint funny,
I love the way you validate,
That I’m valuable,
Asking me for my help,
Even tho your capable,
I love your smile,
When you ask me a question,
The way your eyes light up,
When my name is mention,
I love that you know,
You’re better than I am,
Yet still took a chance,
And made me a better man,

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Don’t nobody owe u shit

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Today I was approached by a homeless guy saying he was a vet and was looking for something to eat…..no problem. ….or so I thought.

I told him I was tapped out and really I was. But I went into the car and found .50 in change. Now I get it that’s nothing but that’s really all I had. I gave it to him and he said no that’s a insult and gave it back.

I told him that’s all I had. It was not my car and he told me to fuck off. (I was driving my buddy car not mine).

I said that’s fine and got in my car. He proceeded to tell me I was fucked up and karma would get me.  I told him again I get his situation. I’ve been homeless and a drug addict before. I’ve seen the worst. I got it.

(Now the old me would of got off and beaten the shit of him, buy I’m trying to be a new me. )

I wished him the best of luck and drove off a he cursed me out.

Oh well.

P.s. How was your day?