Should I Call?

Should I call or not?

What do u think?

I was talking with a buddy of mine I had not seen in a few years. During our conversation he mentioned a few of our mutual friends from back then.

One which happened to be my ex.

He mentioned his sister is still in constant contact with my her.

He didn’t remember my ex and I didn’t really end on good terms. But I admit I was curious to see how she was.

To my question he replied “better now” I asked “huh” and he told me about her battle with drugs.

I felt like shit.

I too have battled drugs.

(During our time together I was a dick. Mostly the drugs but yes a Fucken asshole.)

I wanted to reach out to her just to at least say…..”I’m proud of u. You are worth more than u think.” Or at least to say “I’m sorry”

What do you think? Do u think she would appreciate it or hate me more than she does?

P.s How was your day?

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First date food?

I was talking with a friend of mine last week and she was telling me her date took her to a chili’s restaurant on their first date. She was telling me she was disappointed because she had gotten all dressed up. I let her know if chili’s is not for her thats ok. Being honest with self is a trait worth having.

But that left me thinking. What’s a good place to go on a first date?

Leave your favorite places in the comments.

P.s. How was your day?

I am very proud of you!

Im very proud of my daughter. Especially today.

She started school and had to complete a “tell me about yourself” questioners. One of the questions was about your previous math class and what grade you got.

She had gotten a D. Barely made it. She struggled. But she tried hard. And I get it math is hard for some.

But she tells me she did not want to put a D on the questioner because she was embarrassed. She asked her mom who happened to be there when we where filling out the form. Her mom tells her just put down that you got a “c”.

I looked at my daughter and said “no. Put your real grade. You earned that “d”. Dont start lying now.” 

Her mom argued with me and then she left.

Hours later I asked my daughter what she put down.

She replied ” I put down D”

I let her know Im very proud of her.

P.s. How was your day?

The shit you do…

Today you told me you felt lonely,

And you said I was the cause,

I was gonna say something back,

But I caught myself and paused,

You continued to blame me,

For all they stuff u don’t have,

I lit a cigarette and listened,

As you continued getting mad,

Your phone rang and as you answered,

I finally saw you smile,

You told me you’d be back,

In just a little while,

You left me alone and thinking,

When I realized what you do,

The reason you feel alone,

Because of the shit that you do.

P.s How was your day?