Today was a rough one

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Today I dreamt,
Haven’t done that in years,
It was so realistic,
It brought me to tears,
I saw your smile,
And you was truly happy,
You was there for me,
Cuz you really loved me,
But then I awoke,
Alone in a empty room,
No one with me,
Just the vodka I consumed,
You had really left,
And took my happiness with u,
One day, someday,
Just know I still miss u,

P.s. How was your day?

A better ME

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I love that you love,
Loitering with me,
How you laugh at my jokes,
Even tho they aint funny,
I love the way you validate,
That I’m valuable,
Asking me for my help,
Even tho your capable,
I love your smile,
When you ask me a question,
The way your eyes light up,
When my name is mention,
I love that you know,
You’re better than I am,
Yet still took a chance,
And made me a better man,

P.s. How was your day?

Don’t nobody owe u shit

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Today I was approached by a homeless guy saying he was a vet and was looking for something to eat…..no problem. ….or so I thought.

I told him I was tapped out and really I was. But I went into the car and found .50 in change. Now I get it that’s nothing but that’s really all I had. I gave it to him and he said no that’s a insult and gave it back.

I told him that’s all I had. It was not my car and he told me to fuck off. (I was driving my buddy car not mine).

I said that’s fine and got in my car. He proceeded to tell me I was fucked up and karma would get me.  I told him again I get his situation. I’ve been homeless and a drug addict before. I’ve seen the worst. I got it.

(Now the old me would of got off and beaten the shit of him, buy I’m trying to be a new me. )

I wished him the best of luck and drove off a he cursed me out.

Oh well.

P.s. How was your day?